e m o t i o n a l | w r e c k .

i ^swear i told myself "i wasnt gone cry any more especially over stuff i didnt need to.
&& here we go again , im e m o t i o n a l i cant help to feel the way i feel at times misunderstood && like
N O b o d y cares ,that lonely shit is so dead and i shouldnt have to be this way when theres something there
posed to be m a k i n g me h a p p y , i dont wanna come off to anybody as this naive spoiled little brat who cries
about E V E R Y T H I N G but i cant help the way i feel
he means the world to me and if it was that easy i woulda left it alone a long time ago . . .
but again its not that easy . .but i cant keep letting the little stuff get to me
i just hate when me and him cant talk enough to solve the darn problem
love ^hurts and even though i dont want it to it hurts cuz i love him that much
i feel like i need him 6 months all for nothing?
tahhhh im too old for petty relationships they say "niggas come and go but i want this one to stay"
&& funny i want him f o r e v e r .
although nothings promised
i dont want this one i made to be b r o k e n .

i l o v e em dearly =/

lets just say....

f r u s t r a t e d ^real easily ..

---> u g h .

he gets to me like no one else d o e s its annoying cuz .

i hate to care so much , only if he knew..and when he says he does .

but he d o e s n t . it clearly urks my damn nerve s.

ughh no one can act stubborn in this relationship but m e .

&& i m e a n it .

i like getting my way && having thee a n s w e r s .

&& when he doesnt give me the right o n e .

that pisses me off to the E X T R E M E .

am i thee oonly one who c a re s?

cuz thats hot i s s h seems to m e .

i l o v e him but im no F A N of his attitude .

u g g h . im W O N D E R I N just what i should d o ,

im s t u b b o r n =/